Friday, January 22, 2010

One more time

Want to enjoy peace of mind?
Just visit Goa,any one lives in Goa certainly tells you to come & enjoy.
Many times we think of let go & just forget what we do ,how we live & how much pressure we had given to our self. Every person wanted to feel spirituality.& they go any where to feel the same.Every person wants some time to be aloof.want to run away from daily routine schedule.
But Can we run from ourself?
No one can run from him self.Niether I nor anybody.
Then why to run?
I am a stammerer wanted to run from myself.
I had a bunch of friend but not true friend whom I call FRIEND.
6 days back I had a installation of one of our Machine costing around 26L.
Since this is our first installation in India,I did not know anything about it.
I read installation procedure & started working on it with the help of HO which is in Delhi.
Some how I installed it & next day it occures a problem.
I called HO & ask them for help ,since there planbt has been sut down due to breakdown.
They told me some solutions but it never worked.
Then I found on esolution & called HO .They told me how much you confident about yourself ?
To that question I started stammering.I completely lost my nerves & want to simply run away.But You can run from anybody not yourself.
It took almost one haur to keep myself telling to calm down.I rang them again & told them since machine has got problem,if I can do some modification & if it starts then?
They told me it is your responsibility if it dosen't.
I took a chaalange & done my modification & it works!!!!!!
That time I got so much satisfaction .
during night I just try to sleep & thinking about it all night.
If at that time I just ran away ,I could not find myself the way I found myself NOW।

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Brighter day

All time we are thinking the same .& also doing it in a same .Never try to imagine what if I become what I could imagine.
Let me accept that I'm stammerer & wanted to learn how to live with dignity by accepting it.
Each day as day passe ,I wonder how many people I've met during day & how much easily I speak with them.
I thought of giving up when my % of stammering become more during day.
But I always looked at the brighter side .Always to overcome stammering ,I keep on putting so much effort in other things.& try to compensate rather minimize my fauilure in communication.
Always doing what I do the best.
I always imagine to be on the center stage addressing thousands of people who just come to listen to me.& appreciate me as well.
I believe I CAN.